Nothing Works!

Communism is shit!
Capitalism is getting fucked up!
So what!?
what are other choices?
What can satisfy?
What can quench the desire?
Nothing works

One of the things pisses me off…

Celebrities!
Bunch of cunts & sluts!
I have no idea about it & that isn’t really the matter… people are free to do whatever they like, wear whatever and behave how they think is appropriate & I’m nobody to judge…
I’m not as handsome as Justin Timberlake & I’m really with happy that and that doesn’t piss me off at all. I’m not jealous and I don’t really need many chicks around me

What really pisses me off is how people are blindly following them or responding to what they do. They are just human being just like us…
Seems there are always wrong people to be followed by people; prophets in the past and celebrities in the modern age.
I feel sorry for those who follow prophet since prophets don’t have cute ass like celebrities…
Oh my God Paris just released, Britney cut her hair…
Posh did that so let’s do it…
So what!

Not that I'm saying they're not good people, many of them worked hard to achieve what they want...to become who they are now & this needs recognition & appreciation but other people are so...

They don’t care about us? Why should we?
They are living their lives so should we.

This is Siavash Alavian thinking so you can enjoy

I'm doing for myself...

This is Siavash Alavian thinking so you can enjoy ©

I don't care if anybody reads or sees or cares or leaves, you can simply ignore it 'cus it's boring for you or not a topic of your interest...
You are more than welcome to comment on anything goes around here or anything you may capture in the world as a blog to to post or you can simply do a great job of observation & don't fucken' move your fat lazy ass & still no one cares n' no one blames you...

Nevertheless it's a thing should be written, it's a lesson should be learned and I'm writing but i don't teach you 'cuz it's a lesson for me & if i decided to share with you it's my generosity. Many of us pay heavy price for some lessons & share it...

It's sometimes stupidity rather than generosity I believe, but the point is not all of us are able to get the embedded message and not all of all perceive what we have to perceive, we just read but don't understand, we listen but we don't hear....we see something, perceive something & call it reality.

Unfortunately after all the post i posted about Reality & Truth i understood :
the reality is out perception...

We are lousy observers of the Reality

This is Siavash Alavian thinking so you can enjoy ©

Taken from This is Ze Frank thinking so you don't have to

Same bullshit, just continues... finally I increased my mark by 9 which is unlikely to happen, but that's not still what I DESERVE...
I'm too tired to fight for what I believe in, to get what I deserve...
This University should really reconsider when it chimes its reputation for being 38th in the world! what the fuck!!!

Date: 12 June 2007 21:21
Subject: Re:feedback on assigment 2
Author: Hemingway, Joseph
I'm confused by the feedback that I have received. It is just a checklist of tasks, most of which I completed and some that I didn't.Doesn't seem to me to be feedback more just a generic criteria list which I must say was not helpful at all.
Topic: General Discussion
Date: 13 June 2007 10:17
Subject: Re:feedback on assigment 2
Author: Tan, Jefferson
I'll look into this, Joseph.
Topic: General Discussion
Date: 13 June 2007 12:14
Subject: Re:feedback on assigment 2
Author: Alavian, Siavash
I haven't recieved anything yet...it's testing out paitience yea!?by the way Jeff, you are right it's life & that's the way it goes sometimes yeah yeah, sometimes no noi'm not shrinking my responsibility, i blame myself since i haven't leant well & a bit impatience for not recieving any feedback...you may blame me for not learning well & your tutor as well since they aren't on time or they don't provide enough feedback as Joseph mentioned but only blaming doesn't work, we have to DO somethingmy apologies for being impaitience when i tried hard & recieved something i didn't expect which i think is not fair as you said it's life & i'm 100% sure this will happen in the future to anybody & u have to learn
Topic: General Discussion
Date: 13 June 2007 12:16
Subject: Re:feedback on assigment 2
Author: Alavian, Siavash
sorry i mistyped u have to learn, i meant I HAVE TO LEARN
Topic: General Discussion
Date: 13 June 2007 17:00
Subject: Re:feedback on assigment 2
Author: Tan, Jefferson
Relax, Siavash. I was only making a point on principle. Neither do I advocate shirking my responsibility as lecturer (nor my tutors their responsibilities).Your feedback should have reached you when your marks were uploaded. I apologize for this and will get you your feedback immediately.

Part 2; It's not Always the Case That You Get What You Deserve!

the rest of the discussion & hopefully some sort of achievemnt... at least I tried my best in any possible way to get what I DESERVE...
Topic : General Discussion Date : Sat Jun 09 01:20:25 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Chui, Mabel
Yes I also remember Jeff said: “... Expenses after setting up is not part of the costs you are budgetting for.” That's why I did not include the maintenance cost but yet the feedback I've got from the tutor for assignment 2 is like:
Part A
Question 1:
- need to assume LAN load ( current, future) <--I did
- need to assume current software configuration <--I also did
- description of other topologies <-- Wasn't comparing them enough?
- need to evaluate at least 2 alternatives in the selection of
switches <-- Huh? Wasn't said in the assignment sheet!
- network application software <-- Isn't Network OS enough?!?
Question 2:
- physical netword design is also needed to estimate the cost (e.g. cable length) <-- I DID
Question 3:
- cost estimate of at least 2 LAN solutions are needed for the decision making process<--- What the?!?
- installation, test and maintenance cost could be included<-huh?
Part B
- evaluation of alternatives <-- I did
- database server
Makes me wonder the marker didn't even read my assignment thoroughly, can't really blame him coz it was around 6000 words :P
Topic : General Discussion Date : Sat Jun 09 03:38:34 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Chuah, Eng
i got almost the same feedback as u. lol
Topic : General Discussion Date : Sat Jun 09 10:05:14 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
i haven't recieved the feedback so i can't judge now...
but what you say means we have to read the questions & answer something other than the questions or we have to answer something we aren't asked...
hope this won't be happening in the final exam...
i'm still waiting for feedback
Topic : General Discussion Date : Sat Jun 09 12:00:46 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Lewis, Keith
I haven't received any feedback apart from the mark yet. The assignment 2 instruction sheet said: &quot;Estimate the cost of implementing the network, with a breakdown of cost by component. " Where in that statement, or anywhere else in the assignment 2 instructions that are on MUSO (please quote it here) does it say that 2 separate solutions should be included?
Topic : General Discussion Date : Sat Jun 09 14:47:17 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Chui, Mabel
I reckon the feedback you're getting would be pretty much the same as mine (like everyone's).
This is what my lil rant is about, where o where on earth did it say something like estimation of 2 separate solutions should be included etc????? In the assignment sheet? On MUSO?? Verbally by the lecturer or the tutor??? NO~~, I don't think so!!! Like you guys, I've followed the assignment's instruction 100%, but yet they throw this at us to chop our marks.
Actually I've got quite a good mark for this assignment but if this is the main reason why I didn't get a higher mark because I didn't include the parts that is discussed in the feedback then I'm not happy. To me this is not a case of strict marking, this is hypocritical.
Topic : General Discussion Date : Mon Jun 11 12:35:03 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Tan, Jefferson
A comparison between alternatives is logical when justifying costs, e.g., this is more expensive (than the other) but is justified for the following reasons (then you proceed to give the reasons).
But as I wrote in the home page, I will be reviewing everyone's results, the assignment specs, as well as the marking guide.
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 19:46:47 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Kung, Yue
uptill now..i did not receive the feedback yet..
so can't say anything..
Topic : General Discussion Date : Mon Jun 11 11:16:42 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Kung, Yue
I did not receive the feedback from my assignment 2 yet....
Is the mail lost?
if so, can that be resent again?
Thanks!:)
Topic : General Discussion Date : Mon Jun 11 11:48:01 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
i haven't recieved feedback yet either...
i don't think chasing the process of assignment evaluation is my responsibility...
my responsibility is my learning - assignments are a great way of learning, but that learning isn't complete unless we get high quality feedback & this last part is not our responsibility
Topic : General Discussion Date : Mon Jun 11 12:37:43 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Tan, Jefferson
"i don't think chasing the process of assignment evaluation is my responsibility..."
Actually this responsibility is both yours and ours. You must not shirk this responsibility because you risk being cheated of what you deserve, just as we cannot shirk this responsibility because we risk failing in our duties in educating you. This is university, and this is life. What is yours can never be completely foisted onto another.
Rest assured that I am not happy with the delay in feedback as well.
RESULT: "Dear students: I have read through the anguished discussions concerning assignment 2 results. I will review this matter completely and make a final judgment by Wednesday the 13th." Jefferson Tan, The Lecturer

It's not Always the Case that You Get What You Deserve, Part1

I received my mark for second assignment for the subject Data & Network Communication, I was shocked by the mark. I expected something like HD which is equivalent to A or the first grade of mark but i simply failed...
I really don't know why 'cus I haven't received feedback on it. But after getting the mark I started a discussion on MUSO (Monash University Study Online) here is the discussion, I will post rest of conversation as I receive....
Compiled Messages
Topic : General Discussion Date : Thu Jun 07 09:15:37 EST 2007
Subject : feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
i recieved only my mark on assignment 2 which is really BAD...
but i haven't recieved any feedback or email via muso.
my mark was a real shock, just wondering if the overperformance is the same as me ...
anybody recieved feedback or email via muso?!?
Topic : General Discussion Date : Thu Jun 07 12:33:24 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Kung, Yue
i have received my result too
its ok for me..not too bad.
but I haven't get any feedback via muso or email too
Topic : General Discussion Date : Thu Jun 07 14:05:53 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Prabasi, Samir
I received shockingly bad marks for Assignment 2, and I have not received any feedback or emails regarding it either.
Topic : General Discussion Date : Thu Jun 07 15:03:23 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Lewis, Keith
what was the average makr for assignment 2?
Topic : General Discussion Date : Thu Jun 07 15:07:12 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Kung, Yue
Is it that many of the students get a BAD score or even a fail on it?
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 09:27:32 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
I got very bad mark & failed...that's why i posted this on muso to see how others went but seems no one likes to talk about his/her mark...
i got HD on previous assignment but i failed this one... either of the mark should be revised again other wise this is gonna be a lovely joke!!!
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 11:32:33 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Li, Vincent
im in a similar situation, did well in ass1, didnt fail this but did horrible none the less. I wasnt expecting a high mark, but what I got was still worse than expected
the assignment questions were too vague...
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 12:59:55 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
If low marks are because of ambiguity, they should have provided assessment criteria sheet which they didn’t…
Or maybe we answered wrong…
i remember one of the posts here somebody said the assignment was designed in this way so the tutors mark them ....on that time i didn't understand in the end we- the student will pay the price of this ambiguity...
the best thing is to wait to get feedback which Jeff said will be sent via MUSO …I’m wondering why they didn’t release it simultaneously…
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 16:00:22 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Chui, Mabel
I've got my feedback yesterday already (was sent to me at around 16:40, haven't you got yours yet?
Yes I totally agree that the specification of the assignment is too ambiguous which leads us to have our marks unnecessarily deducted. What irritates me is that I know I got my marks deducted due to several parts that I have failed to include in the assignment such as, evaluation of at least 2 alternatives in the selection of switches, test and maintenance cost, cost estimate of at least 2 LAN solutions etc, I was like hello?! those were never stated necessary in the assignment sheet! If a criteria sheet was provided then possibly every student would have easily got a HD for this assignment but sadly not many tutors do that. Personally I think this is too harsh for a first-year subject (for first-year Comp Sci students) but if it was specifically for 3rd-year students (CSE3318,BUS3150 etc) then it's a different story.
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 17:04:36 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Lewis, Keith
even third year soft eng students sadly don't get much experience in developing detailed costings as part of their uni degrees. That said, feedback would be appreciated.
Thankfully I passed, so I will not be contesting the marks, but I was expecting a higher mark.
Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 17:12:13 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
my care is not passing or failing really
i wanna get what I DESERVE... & i know this is less than what i deserve...

Topic : General Discussion Date : Fri Jun 08 17:09:25 EST 2007
Subject : Re:feedback on assigment 2 Auther : Alavian, Siavash
are you serious!!!?
what are you talking about, how are we supposed to know about these criteria when we were left blind with a chaotically organised assignment…
I do remember Jeff said we don’t have to include ongoing cost in the assignment but now you are saying maintenance cost…
This is what Jeff said: “... Expenses after setting up is not part of the costs you are budgetting for.”
Subject: Re:Assignment 2 - $30,000
Date: 13 May 2007 22:38

Personal

Go Alborz go...
Go and get what you deserve...
Go and get what's waiting for you...
What is best, that best I wish you in thee...

God, Why Did You Do That?

God made one big, unforgivable, unforgettable mistake
And that was creating liars...
And we- the people are paying for his mistake
We have been paying for thousands of years & we will be paying...
And we are thankful to him 'cus he gave us lots of things in many different ways to make it up for us…
But he made mistake & mistake is mistake after all.

In The Name of Peace, We Are Gonna Attack Iraq!

These Weapons of Mass Destruction cannot be displayed
The weapons you are looking for are currently unavailable. The country might be experiencing technical difficulties, or you may need to adjust your weapons inspectors mandate.
Please try the following:
Click the Regime change button, or try again later.
If you are George Bush and typed the country's name in the address bar, make sure that it is spelled correctly. (IRAQ).
To check your weapons inspector settings, click the UN menu, and then click Weapons Inspector Options. On the Security Council tab, click Consensus. The settings should match those provided by your government or NATO.
If the Security Council has enabled it, The United States of America can examine your country and automatically discover Weapons of Mass Destruction. If you would like to use the CIA to try and discover them, click Detect weapons
Some countries require 128 thousand troops to liberate them. Click the Panic menu and then click About US foreign policy to determine what regime they will install.
If you are an Old European Country trying to protect your interests, make sure your options are left wide open as long as possible. Click the Tools menu, and then click on League of Nations. On the Advanced tab, scroll to the Head in the Sand section and check settings for your exports to Iraq.
Click the Bomb button if you are Donald Rumsfeld.
Cannot find weapons or CIA Error Iraqi Explorer
Bush went to Iraq to look for Weapons of Mass Destruction and all he found was this lousy T-shirt.
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It's Not Destiny, Is It?

"Life commands opposite rules upon two individuals who are sharing the same path."*
It's so complicated, it doesn't mean you have no control over your life! It means two different individuals who are asserting same effort on the same thing will get different outputs.
It's so complicated, why they don't get same output when everything is the same?
It's so complicated, it's not destiny
Different output will lead you to different places & positions. It's not destiny though! Is it?
*Ehsan Hedayat

A Malicious Expression of Hysteria

Recall:
You are silent because you can.
I’m shouting because I can.
I’m shouting because I cannot conceal when it is real
You are silent because there is nothing you can say.
I’m shouting because I can’t be silent
I’m shouting because I cannot conceal when it is real
Because it’s tearing me apart, it’s breaking my heart, when I see just too cruelness when there must be any minuscule possibility for a moment of friendship
Why don’t you say anything? You were always good at words
You are here without uttering a word!
Excuse me ‘cuz I’m really sick of you
‘cuz I thought you are somebody, somebody more like me
You wanna antagonize me?
Antagonize me mother fucker!
Get in the ring mother fucker!
I’m ready to kick your ass
We were strong enough to build our own world without giving a damn to what was happening out there, what happened to that?
The boys are grown, the dream is gone!
But why?
Why would I wanna destroy something I have built?
Didn’t I say: “even though you’re gone we are still a team”?
Why don’t I say it again?
Didn’t I say when you have a friend, you don’t have choice whether to help or not, it’s your responsibility. I take it back, first this is too good to be true in this world, and second you are not a friend.
We just use and sometimes abuse each other. This is called business, not friendship.
I hope this is malicious enough to hurt
‘cuz you ruined everything, you destroyed everything we built together
See you in hell bro

Who Is Doing Fucking Great?!? Cont. on: A Suggestion to God

I wrote the post “Who is doing fucking great?!?” for one of my friend. He didn’t even bother…
He didn’t dare to...
So I decided to invoke him, but I told some of my friends about this post so I have to post this first & I’ll post the invoking post for my friend later
A Suggestion to God…
“Our destiny is only defined by how we deal with the chance elements in life.” (Tom Hanks)
How many times I experienced that. If I’m here now it’s because what I did led me to be here. I could have been somewhere else if I’d responded to my chances in the past in another way. There is nothing such as predefined destiny that we all have to follow that’s all as Tom said. If something happens that we have to take instead of choosing that’s just consequences of what we chose before.
I took some of the chances in my life,
Some I grasped,
Some I lost easily and never understood I did and may never understand…
Some I lost and I regret
I lost many chances since I came here, though I don’t regret but I do when I realize that there is no more chance left to take…
Chances are given by god but how we are gonna deal with it, will make our destiny.
I don’t wanna miss out another golden opportunity.
Sound stupid but I suggest god instead of giving me chances and the opportunity to ruin them one after another which I’ve got a lot of good skills, save my chances for the future and give it when I can use it. Otherwise I have to take it as others do instead of choosing.

Who Is Doing Fucking Great?!?

Who is doing fucking great?!?
You are there because you have to be, you have no other place to go, and you have no place to stay.
I am here because I chose to be, I may not have many invitations to go, though I could have stayed.
You are strong because you have to be, you need to be, you can’t stay alive if you become weak
I am strong because I chose to be. I could have stayed in HOME. I knew that home doesn’t belong to me in the first place. I belong to that home though.
You are having hard times because you cannot have fun, you have no alternative.
I am having hard times because I chose to have, I could have hidden myself in my daddy’s big pocket as many others do.
You are working because you have to.
I am working because I chose to, I want to (thanks to daddy’s big pocket and god)
You are spending your time alone there, because you have to.
I’m spending my time alone here because I chose to, I can go out with anybody I want
You are silent because you can.
I’m shouting because I can.
I’m shouting because I cannot conceal when it is real
Who is doing fucking great?!?

Those Who Forget the Past Are Doomed to Repeat It

Forget the TRUTH*,
Stick to REALITY**
That’s the only way to survive
Believe me; that’s not the last way to survive, that’s the only way
I haven’t forgotten the past
Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it!
I haven’t forgotten the past
I’m not gonna repeat it again, I have played this foolish game once before, I know all the rules, all the tricks. I’m done with this bloody game
I want to play a newer game, a game with different rules.
I don’t wanna be a hero; I wanna play the easier game, even the easiest game
I’m not a hero; I am not your hero. I am my hero
* & ** Please refer to the post "The Illusion of Truth VS the Reality of Reality".